From God's Daily Promises:

I want to start life anew, to be forgiven and clean. Will God truly do that?

"Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within me."
Psalm 51:10

we all want this for sure. you always strive to be clean, but your flesh want it the other way. spirit is strong, but flesh is weak. oh dear God, really want it that way. I once had it, but i'm running away from it. ughh ...